I can’t give up now
I was sitting outside Saturday afternoon watching my daughter’s and my youngest brother play. As they played I sat in my chair in deep thought.
I thought about all the times I have throwing in the towel and gave up on things that I wanted for myself.
I thought about I must be a failure to God because seem like no matter much I tried I seem to disappoint him( this is my thinking)
I thought about every plan I wrote now but then tore up because I didn’t have the finances, the motivation, nor the support I thought I need to move forward with my dreams..
Here the tears began to flow! Not because I was sad or hurt because I looked at my daughters and my brother and realized it not actually about me. It’s about believing and trusting God first and foremost . Then, its about me setting the example for my girls, my brother, and the many people who look up to me daily.
I cried because I thought about all the text messages and fb messages I have recieved thank me for being a role model and so positive and in that moment I realized no matter what I can’t give up now.
My encouragement to you all reading this is no matter how many times you have to start over, no matter how many goals you put on paper and tear up, and no matter how much of a failure yoy think you are there is always someone watching and because of that!! YOU CAN’t GIVE UP!!!
Remember I love you and May God Bless You😘
Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thougoest.
phto creds: success.com, mominspirational.nl, and personal messages